Te queiro, RAF.
 

hey.

I know I haven't been updating. (been active on tumblr though) life has been sucha bore, and recently something happened to my router, so I couldn't go online. and, I suddenly got the urge to blog so I'll squeeze whatever I can (;

1. I've been watching pretty alot of movies this week.

Ninja Assasin - it was fucking awesome that I give it a 9/10 :) I don't know how did I go through the violent scenes and such but I did. got sick in the end because there were too much blood.

  

Couples Retreat - another awesome movie :) it was fucking funny that I laughed so hard.

2012 - creeps me out.

GIA - featuring angelina jolie. I didn't know its about lesbians and yes, you could see the leading lady totally naked and making out with another girl. :\ 

The Notebook - after so long ! all the failed plans to watch this movie, I finally watched it with my brother. and heck, I really love it. was holding back to cry :( because it would be embarrassing. and it woke me up when Noah said..

A: what easy way ? there is no easy way, no matter what I do, somebody gets hurt.

N: would you stop thinking about what everyone wants ? stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. what do YOU want ? what do you WANT ?

2. I've been playing pool, ALMOST everynight.

with these people, and kelvin as my teacher :) I dare shamelessly say, I've improved alot :D

3. speaking of pool, here's a lil secret. the night before my science papers. I actually trained till 3am, which means I only had approximately 4 hours of sleep. opps :\ luckily the paper weren't tough.

4. I bling'ed my blackberry.

for a sec I liked it, but after looking at it awhile I realized it doesn't look nice :( the bling was too fake and not so shiny. will take it out soon I guess.

5. I got really pissed when I found out because of the thunderstorm 3 days ago, my router spoiled. forced to get a new one, and I'm fucking broke now :( I was so bored at home that I decided to do a little free art.

I like the colors :)

before doing the flowers outline.

and the final result.

not perfect, I know. maybe I'll redo another one, better :)

6. here's another reason why I'm broke,

I DID SHOPPING AGAIN YESTERDAY :)

and I'm still not satisfied. heck, when am I ever satisfied anyway?

that's all I guess. told you my life has been a bore :'( and there's less than a week more till SPM is officially over. I can't wait already. but at the same time, the thought of high school being over makes me depressed. will be attending college next year, and I'm still contemplating which should I go to, urgghhh.

and honestly, I have a little teenyyy bit of desire to attend prom. but.. I wanna go with that specific person only. it wouldn't be right if I went with anyone else.

gotta go now ;)

ps; 

I think I've boasted enough of how awesome the movie, New Moon is on twitter and also on facebook. I even texted maisarah right after the movie because I was so excited. I think she's really gonna kill me for talking about the movie again :D

to be honest, I have a love/hate relationship towards the movie, or more specifically the story on New Moon lah. but more to love, of course.

SPOILERS AHEAD.

IGNORE if you have not watched the movie, or read the book. (like dude, why haven't you read the book man?) so don't blame me because I've warned you.
 

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1. okay, so edward left bella. I thought it was really selfish of him because logically, bella is more unprotected without him around since he involved her into vampire world. how could she be safe ? he wanted bella to live like a human and be happy, and how is that possible ? because edward was everything to her.

but he was selfish to leave that thought, and LEFT.

2. bella was torned apart, of course. she got closer to jacob then, bonded and became best friends. I think it was sweet that jacob was there for her, he healed bella's wounded heart. somehow I ♥♥♥ watching them get together, its cute :)

and I guess bella kinda liked him too ?

but no doubt her heart still wanders around edward.

3. I HATED how for one sec bella was assuring jacob that she would tell him how special he is everyday and the next thing you know, when she realized alice came back, she totally ditched him aside.

in a way she sounded as if she desperately wanted jacob to go away.

ALSO, when edward came back to her, it was as if she totally forgotten about jacob's existence. poor jake was begging her not to go, and it really breaks my heart seeing his expression after how bella rejected him :'(

I mean, how could she ditched him so easily after how jacob helped her through her heartaches ? well, who knows right.

4. okay, I did not say I'm not into edward. I like the edward in the book. because he's perfectly described. but then, looking at the edward in the movie, well. potong stim ! just not the LOOK I imagined him to be ;)

5. ♥♥♥ the definite bonus of the movie was,

jacob, himself :)

aduhaiiii. hotstuff habis.

he was fucking yummy lah.

I was drooling over him and I pity the person who sat beside me because I was screaming and hitting them continuously everytime jacob appears ;)

END OF SPOILERS.

I'm already looking forward to Eclipse. :)


somehow, the story relates to whats happening in my life.

if I were in bella's situation, I wouldn't know what to do, but she knows that her heart wanted edward eventhough it hurts the other person.