♥

its been two years,

two years being in love with you. god no doubt, there were ups and downs. there were times we fought so bad, there were times that are cold and there were also times that we almost decided to be apart.

but our love was strong enough to go through all the obstacles. theres so many reasons infront of me to leave you right this moment. but I decided to stick to the reasons why I should stay, and its as simple as because I love you. and for all the times we've been through. its probably too soon to give it all up.

loving you was indeed hard. it was a total bliss at start. the honeymoon gave me the impression that you were the right one for me. I really thought this guy, you, will never hurt me and might be able to treat me right. but I was wrong. lesson learnt, because anyone could hurt me. and you're not an exception. I should have known that. the times you cheated, countlessly made me feel worthless.

but it's okay.

I've accepted the past, and forgave you

stupidly.

people may object us. but I don't care.

I was meant to go through this alone. friends won't be there for me forever.

eventhough I expected so much more from you

I tell myself everytime, that it's enough, its good enough.

and eventhough how much you've broke my heart,

I still love you with all the little pieces that's left.

dine in,

The Ship

all white,

like a virgin 

(;

HELLO MAY 

(:

Please be good.

XO